If only

If only the feelings could go away
I could be pure,
Of all the things I could say
And all the things I could endure.

If only I could be an angel
Never be this angry,
Say I never stumbled, never fell
Only imagine the things I could see.

If only I never felt sad,
I would never feel alone.
Of all the feelings I have had,
All of the things I've condoned.

If only I never marked my skin
I would be scar free.
If only I felt no depression
If only I wasn't me.


This poem is by :Atarah Poling
Published: 5/12/2010
and aslo found on : http://www.buzzle.com/articles/389224-if-only-poem.html