And I am Alone

Alone, I feel like I will always be
Because relationships never work with me.
I always push them away or do something wrong
Sometimes I feel like I don't even belong.

I want to be loved, I want to be held close and tight
To know that I won't be alone tonight.
But I put on a different face
Pretending being single is my place.

That this is exactly what I want right now, to be alone
Until everyone I love is gone.
I don't know why I do this, why I push everyone away
But I do and I never say what I need to say.

Never show my true feelings of my soul
Until they leave, until they go.
And I am alone.

By Atarah Poling
Published: 5/17/2010

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